Colposcopy

I had to have one yesterday. The part of the pap that is off, indicates cervical cancer.

My uncomfortable spot to spread wide.

The procedure didn't hurt. I didn't feel him clip away a piece of my cervix. I felt his hand move, but no pain. The pain came later, just a bit of sharp stabby. 

Still bleeding tho. That can take up to 5 days to stop. I happen to bleed very easy tho... 

I know I don't have a real reason to whine, but I would like too. I'm tired of not being in perfect health. I'm tired of headaches and hurting so bad that I can't move.

Honestly, I think of death often. But,then I think of grand babies. That only helps for a little. 

I don't want to deal with cancer.